Etch in My Mind...♥†♥i miei ricordi con le mie...♥†♥

I guessed love had knocked my heart's door inevitably...Love is in the air?So crisp and clean like I can almost taste it~~Hmm...Is there any specific reasons that why I falled in love with him?I noticed I had started to like him when he showed continuous concern towards me when I falled sick in hostel and his encouragement during my most terrible days in life. Before this, I was thought of avoiding him as his actions were quite misleading and had frightened me. Even though it's nice to be cared of, yet it might be unfair to treat a nice friend if I noticed he might had liked me. I still remembered how me and hui en struggled and avoided him when we watched the same movie " The Percy Jackson: The lighning Thief" at Batu Pahat Mall, however, at the end, we had been eating dinner together with his gang.

My roommate once declared that she could see that I was slowly trapped in love with him; joel, much to my astonishment, without me even mentioning his name often. She adviced me to follow the rhythm in my heart.Perhaps his acts( concerning me when I falled sick,tensed and worried when I was having trouble on 9th of April, always invited me to go for dinner together) were quite obvious indeed according what my male friends analysed.. (>.<)

Anyhow I was still confused not until he asked me out for a dinner on 3rd of May 2010.I had butterflies in my stomach all the way from hostel room to the Pondok, from the hostel main gate to the Parit Raja Restaurant and from there to Batu Pahat.It was the first time having dinner at a japanese restaurant i.e. Shokuraku at Batu Pahat. Well, I usually go to Sakae Sushi or Sushi King restaurant to eat sushi only. Looking at the main door and the design of the shop, I could sense the foods' price might be very high =expensive.

2 persons' dinner had been included Chanpon Ramen, Garlic Fried Rice, Sake, Aburi Slamon Mentai Mak, Unagi Temaki and Cappuccino which the bill's total was up to RM 76.45!!! Ouch..atually I did not know the Ramen he ordered was for me. Hmm..at the end, he even helped me to finish up the noodles. EMBARRASSING!!



Well, the main thing was not about the dinner, but was the declaration from him. He had admitted he liked me and he told me that he wished for a long-term relationship. I was silent in thought, thinking of should I accept his love. I may not be the right one~I told him that I will tell him the answer after my HR exam ended. Huh...the final paper was hardly to be revised as the scene of his "confession" kept playing in my head. Hmmmmm....

4th of May 2010, the day he went back to Melacca. I remembered the day because I had been teased by roommates badly. He and I had been eating breakfast together before he headed back to Melacca. The 6.30am breakfast had been postponed till 8am. I was kinda uncomfortable with the thought of many people might be misunderstood if seeing me and him eating together.. hmm..

6th of May 2010, My HR final exam had officially ended and that's the end of my 1st year uni life. I had been thinking carefully about whether should I tell him what I had been thinking all this recent days. Finally, I told him how's my feeling...