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Hmm.. he's quite busy recently.I wondered if he had received my MMS today~I wasn't satisfied with the female voodoo doll as it seemed that I didn't do so well in art craft making d le..Hmm..anyway, 1st time doing lion voodoo doll n tied de hairs of de female voodoo doll in that way..LOL..
Hopefully will be ok when uni starts as he will be living farer than I expected before this. Hmm..
At 1.00am on 22nd of June,he called me out of the blue and he made confession. Haha..he said that to me by calling via hp for the 1st time..SWEET! But I still want face-to-face one le..haha..
Then I noticed, most of his messages he sent today, the word "deer' had been changed to "dear"..haha..
Can't wait to see the parcel he sent to me tomorrow..XD
Today, finally finished making something for him. Erm, if according to the original plan, then my job is unfinished yet~~ Haha..more specifically, I finished making one series only..Oh~~haha..Strangely, I miss him today.
I'm wondering does he know what is the meaning of our blog..haha
Hmm..wanna say something to you: THANKS FOR COMING TO MY LIFE~~
The blog was started to be owned by 2 authors since 15th of June 2010.
Yesterday, he set up his own blog finally, and I am kinda happy that I'm the one who had caused him to write blog..Haha..never know I have strong influence to him though..haha..We had been discussed what nicknames that we may call each soon~~
The results:
Joel==>> lion,monster, Hunny bear, hmm..de most..honey..haha..
me==>> sure is the sweet name..lol
Today, I went out gathering with my close friends and had lots fun of singingk and enjoying our desserts+ cozy chat. Hmm.. my close friend said that it might be better if finding bf when start working. This was due to guys easily disloyal or couples have different understanding after seperating and working separately. Hmm.. this had me thinking for awhile. Can he and me undergo the difficulties together?Will he betray me in later time? Will he be abusive? Hmm...am I overworried for a not-started-yet relationship.
I am worried because I think I never love a person that much out of sudden~~Hmm.. hormone problem huh?Hmm..Once I am in love with the person, the passion of love,dependence and care that will be given to him might be increasing. I do hope the efforts and love I give in the upcoming relationship might not like pouring water in the sand le..Life is uncertain, but I do hope the relationship will have fruitful felicity..=)
Kinda miss the person le..Hmm..
I Love You Toy
The strange feeling stitched in the inner heart~~...Hmm, I was like thinking of him quite usually nowadays.
Oh yea, he taught me how to use BASE64 codes. On 27th of May,he sent me a file which named "the answer lies inside 1" which contained the answer which I wished to hear from. In fact, I wasn't really confident in handling a long-distance relationship.Furthermore, I don't wish to be distracted from studying because of relationship. Hmm...can 2 of us strive hard in studies together while in love?!
Recently, we shared about our thoughts, past stories and etcetera almost every single day and night.He told me his darkest secret out of the blue at the silent night on 4th of June 2010. It had made me stunned for few moments, and didn't know how to reply his messages. Hmmm, I never have thought about it.It made me holding back my answer for his confession.
At the mean time, I was impressed by his honesty,trust and understanding.In reality, if we love a person, we might not care about his or her past. However, he chose to tell me about his past in which the dark spot that had imprinted might be possible to cause me changed my mind or influnce my decision.
LOVE= Tolerance, Communication, Trust, Understanding and the passion of love~
Love triggers the emotions of sufficient happiness when sharing opinons,feel loneliness or emptiness when apart, distractions or thoughts constantly wandering back to the person, certain level of jealousy when seeing them with someone else, and etcetera.
I am not perfect either, I hope he could tell me why he loves me by face-to-face.
Nah, not a pretty girl nor a smart one.
I guessed love had knocked my heart's door inevitably...Love is in the air?So crisp and clean like I can almost taste it~~Hmm...Is there any specific reasons that why I falled in love with him?I noticed I had started to like him when he showed continuous concern towards me when I falled sick in hostel and his encouragement during my most terrible days in life. Before this, I was thought of avoiding him as his actions were quite misleading and had frightened me. Even though it's nice to be cared of, yet it might be unfair to treat a nice friend if I noticed he might had liked me. I still remembered how me and hui en struggled and avoided him when we watched the same movie " The Percy Jackson: The lighning Thief" at Batu Pahat Mall, however, at the end, we had been eating dinner together with his gang.
My roommate once declared that she could see that I was slowly trapped in love with him; joel, much to my astonishment, without me even mentioning his name often. She adviced me to follow the rhythm in my heart.Perhaps his acts( concerning me when I falled sick,tensed and worried when I was having trouble on 9th of April, always invited me to go for dinner together) were quite obvious indeed according what my male friends analysed.. (>.<)
Anyhow I was still confused not until he asked me out for a dinner on 3rd of May 2010.I had butterflies in my stomach all the way from hostel room to the Pondok, from the hostel main gate to the Parit Raja Restaurant and from there to Batu Pahat.It was the first time having dinner at a japanese restaurant i.e. Shokuraku at Batu Pahat. Well, I usually go to Sakae Sushi or Sushi King restaurant to eat sushi only. Looking at the main door and the design of the shop, I could sense the foods' price might be very high =expensive.
2 persons' dinner had been included Chanpon Ramen, Garlic Fried Rice, Sake, Aburi Slamon Mentai Mak, Unagi Temaki and Cappuccino which the bill's total was up to RM 76.45!!! Ouch..atually I did not know the Ramen he ordered was for me. Hmm..at the end, he even helped me to finish up the noodles. EMBARRASSING!!
Well, the main thing was not about the dinner, but was the declaration from him. He had admitted he liked me and he told me that he wished for a long-term relationship. I was silent in thought, thinking of should I accept his love. I may not be the right one~I told him that I will tell him the answer after my HR exam ended. Huh...the final paper was hardly to be revised as the scene of his "confession" kept playing in my head. Hmmmmm....
4th of May 2010, the day he went back to Melacca. I remembered the day because I had been teased by roommates badly. He and I had been eating breakfast together before he headed back to Melacca. The 6.30am breakfast had been postponed till 8am. I was kinda uncomfortable with the thought of many people might be misunderstood if seeing me and him eating together.. hmm..
6th of May 2010, My HR final exam had officially ended and that's the end of my 1st year uni life. I had been thinking carefully about whether should I tell him what I had been thinking all this recent days. Finally, I told him how's my feeling...
