I guessed this blog has been neglected quite some time since we both were busy of our new sem's challenges. While waiting for hui en and siew chen's class ended,I had decided to take some time to drop down some memorable moments.
18th of July 2010,it's a great day as it was siew chen's bday and a noteworthy day for me and mr.joel quek. Purposely wearing the high heels so that able to decrease the difference of the height of us, yet I guessed I still more comfortable with my casual shoes. We went to Old Town, window-shopping at PC fair,watch shop, and accompanied him to buy his sandals. Then, we went to window-shopping at furniture+electrical stuffs shop, pc softwares and hardwares shop and Popular. I got to know what're his reading materials i.e. bicycle maganizes, home and furniture magazine and romance/love novels. * Why do men like sex while woman need love* Haha...gotta ask him to explain sooner or later. LOL!!!
Haha...I was wondering what's the plans he meant in the previously msg he sent to me and finally I understood over his act on that unforgettable day.He asked me that if I'm willing to be his life companion.Well, I was doubted that if I could be the rightest person that he's looking for.Hmm..Am I? Furthermore, I thought that it would be better if we start being couple before enhancing our relationships till the higher level, perhaps like what he said- life companion. Thus, he asked me another question which was" Do you willing to be my gf?"..
Hmm,looking at his masculine body when he walked to the food stalls to help me ordering foods,I wondered how it would be if I be with this funny guy. I thought that my acts were quite obvious le..I don't think that I would be so liking to sms ,tell stuffs to him, talk sweet words, care so much about what he thinks of me when his friends commented about our relationships,have night talks with him and this blog might not exist if I don't love him le. Hmmph...he just too slow or nervous..I kinda curious how come I would love him that much out of sudden during the holidays.LOL!
We watched "Twilight- Eclipse" in the cinema and I was shocked that he suddenly got close to me and held my hands. Hmm..without noticing,my friend-siew chen had seen that and teased me after we were at home. His palm is big..Hmm..I guessed he had butterfly in his stomach as his hand is cold with perspiration.Hmm..his chest was warm and he had a male odour or is that perfume smell?haha...His act of holding my hands making me felt happy and sweet.
After coming out from the cinema,we were unluckily met with my bunch of BPD& FTMM's frenz who had been having high interests about me and him's relationships. On the way back to hostel after the outing, he had bent down out of sudden. I was silly to think that he's going to k*ss me and was kinda frightened. Haha..luckily he just bent down and said that he love me.* sweet *.. Haha.. although no fireworks displayed, bouquet of flowers or any girls might receive when the guy confessed to, yet I felt overwhelming with happiness and warmth.=)
Honestly,what his friends commented about me had rung the bell in my mind, well, I am neither having the pretty or gorgeous appearance, nor being the smart girl with handful skills. I scared of embarrassing him when hang out with him although I knew that he's quite sincere towards me.Hmm..will the "ugly duckling" able to have her true love? Secondly, I felt kinda sorry as he had to wait for some moments as I'm having difficulty in biting foods.Hopefully, he will not go berserk and lose patience in waiting for me later.=)
Lion, seriously, I do treasure this relationship very much!!! I'm not those type that's easily falling into love and playing someone's feeling. I couldn't help falling in love with you and miss you quite often but I don't always voice out my feelings like other girls may do. I still think that actions speak louder than words.
Ps: It should be the 1st time I willing to sacrifice abit to take a try to wear high heels to hang out with a guy whom I love. Haha..normally I would just preferring a pair of sport shoes=).
issyo issyoni ittekudasai( the lecturer just taught us this sentence..hopefully we may say to each this romantic sentence some day later...)
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